Thursday, July 22, 2010

Shooting Stars

Shower of shooting stars
    this love,
pieces of beauty and light
    amidst darkness.
Wishes and prayers
    with the isolation of the fall.
Breaking down and coming undone
    in the rush.
In the heat there is passion
    colors;
 The fuel of the fire.
Intensity that takes
    breath away.
In the rhythm of our heartbeats,
    here and gone.
Beating pain in my chest,
    needed to live.
Never knew I could feel this much;
   this love, a
Shower of shooting stars

Monday, July 19, 2010

Unconditional Love

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believes in Him, shall not perish but have eternal life"
John 3:16

"I have come that they may have Life, and have it to the full"
John 10:10b

I.
Immeasurable and undeserving
Experience never ending joy
Through knowing God personally
For this is His purpose for us

II.
Sinful, missing the mark
Undeserving and unable
To achieve this purpose
Alone.

The wages of this imperfection?
Death
Eternal, spiritual
Separation.

Though we attempt, we fail
For a gap exists
Between God's holiness
And our singleness
Unbridgeable

III.
EXCEPT
Through Jesus
The Way
The Truth
The Life

God's Son
Gives as our
Sacrifice
While we were still sinners
Crucified

The unbridgeable gap?
Bridged
There lies the corss-
Providing the way.
Christ paid the wages
Eternal death
Becomes
Eternal life.

IV.
Only by receiving
Accepting
Christ
Can we-
Eternally separated
Be forever reunited
Cleaned and Holy
By the Grace
Of our God.

V.
There He stands
At the door of your heart
Knocking

Opening the door
Life Changing
Eternally.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Happy Birthday

my wonderful fellow Africa Family Coordinators from work wrote me this great, hilarious poem for my birthday. they know me so well...

You are wise beyond your years
Being with you relives all our fears.

You like things neat - you are no hoarder
Without you, our G: drive would have absolutely no order.

Thank you for answering all our questions
And for the abundancy of your Africa information.

You fill us with wisdom about being a wife
You wear precious clothes and remove all our strife.

You are the senior of coordination
But still humble enough to give us so much supportive affirmation.

You are calm beyond words and love funny jokes
On the Run loves you because you drink all of their cokes.

Because of you
we know the beauty of clip art
Remember you are loved here
and are the beat of our heart

[Caitlin Edwards & Emily Lineberger]



Thursday, July 8, 2010

His Walk

written for a highschool friend who lost his life fighting in Iraq

Young, he walked the line to Pomp and Circumstance
    into the smokey future.
Opportunity knocked at his door, the wood cracked
    Georgia called him south, the peach bruised
But his heart led him elsewhere
Into a land raped by war, torn by anger and hate

Innocence, his eyes saw only twenty years
    of love, of hope, of family, of friends, of God.
I called him into a life of loneliness, of emptiness
Aged, he walked the front line with
    the few, the proud
      for me.

Vitality, his strength began mightily
    but the smoke weakened his hold.
He wanted to go home. His legs couldn't move.
    My life, my future, my freedom
    formed chains around his ankles
Three days.
He is home, he walks the silver-lined skies
    Back into the love, the hope, the family, the friends, God.
My chains fall from his ankles, he's free.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Nineteen

That springtime in Virginia, everything
     was new and fresh,
the flowers, the trees, the people
I met a boy who told me what I wanted to hear.
     I was naive,
feeding off what was given to me.
I questioned the intentions fleetingly, older and
     used, carrying the burden of the truth in
the back of my mind.

At nineteen, away from home, I wanted
    to seize the opportunity.
His eyes were gray casting shadows on his
     empty claims, and like a fool I'd smile
He knew what to do what to say, how to
     appease me and how to keep hidden.
We went to a crystal city and the walls fell
     down that night.

I asked and asked myself how each scar felt.
How I let it come to this point.
As the lies came to light and the facade began
  to crumble, "He didn't understand" was all he said.
A sudden storm came that night and the
  flash from the lightning illuminated the truth
He uttered yet, another false promise,
   and I left.